Got to get over and be happy about it...

I've been feeling down lately, as in. For this whole week, reason is abit too lame to be
confessed. But that's what i feel deep down, if only i would have completed my sec 3( 2007)
properly, i wouldn't have felt this way. I could have gone for prom night today. but unfortunately
i can't. I mean, yea of course it hurts to see your closest friends who have been with you in your
class or same level for 3 years graduating before you. It's a unexplainable loss, they've graduated
and they're going for a final major event arranged by school. After they're gone, i'm no more
going to laugh my ass off like the old days. There will no more be any smoking activities in 6C with
them. There will be no more funny jokes made, there won't be any ``slacking after school'' at
Queenstown. There won't be anyone to tell me that they're supporting me and no one to ask
me not to worry. Haha, and there will be no one i could enjoy making fun of. My life will be
an entire ``quiet afterwards'' after this. But whatever it is, i am happy that they got to graduate
and they are moving on to the next stage of education. I wish them good luck. I dedicate this post
to the following persons.

• Suresh
• Shabeer
• Hamreesh
• Naresh
• Mansur
• Sanjeevan
• Firdaus

Thanks for the wonderful memories guys!!. All the best, for your life, enjoy it to the fullest. Batch 2005 is always missed...

Meensat!

This is going to be the most stupidest post of all!. Because i am not going to talk about something
with my strong points to voice out to the society. It's just about this boredom which i use MSN
to kill it, it's about this person in the name of ``Meensat''(not the real name). She has been
fasting lately due to the ISLAM tradition in the ``Ramadan'' month. She has been quite strict
with her fasting, but her love for chocolates has never gone down. So i remind her of how smooth
and nice chocolates are, she has been telling so strongly that i am so dead and stuff!. But surprisingly,
i am still alive. If she isn't capable of killing me, i really doubt what she is capable of. This is
all for now, sorry for posting an insensible and unsophisticated post.

Till then
zzzz
see ya folks!

Revolution depends on what we do!

I have been lately watching the news and some other programs that this

broadcasting crew in mediacorp have been telecasting in television.

It was depressing and disappointing when i heard of the biggest loss of the

music industry. Which was the death of our King Of Pop ``Michael Jackson''.

And for a few days, there was tears all around the world, die hard fans were

crying over the fact that he was dead infront of cameras. People were really

frustrated on the people who accused him when he was alive. Hmm..even i blogged

about this people whom i named them as ``f**kers with no life!''.

And people went around explaining their sorrows upon his death and were confident

enough that no one is going to take the lead. As if it were to happen, he/she has to

surpass our legendary King Of Pop. But the fact is that, even though i am also an fan

of ``Michael Jackson'', i think that in the future, there will be someone being considered

as a legend. People wouldn't stay the same as now, the reason why we were only focused

on Michael was mainly concerned with two reasons. One is that, we were praising him

all the while and kept telling and influencing the young people that nobody can surpass

his ability in music. I mean, that could be true but, due to this. Alot of the younger

generation had a lack of creativity. Some reasons for us supporting Michael is that

he does music differently, he created dance steps which can never been imagined

by someone. His songs have meanings and flows well, his music videos don't need

sexy and hot girls to make the people see it, which is what nowadays artiste do.

But this actually occurs due to us influencing the young generation, or the generation

before us influencing us that. No one can surpass Michael, listening to this and getting

influenced by them at that young age. We lack a level of creativity which people in

Michael's time had. Because if we really look deep in it, Michael's generation really

supported each other. Of course, when Elvis Presley was considered a legend and

when Michael was going on with his career. After Presley's death, people did say

the same thing about Michael that he can't surpass Presley. But in the end, what

really did happen?, Michael's death was a huge sorrow than Presley's death. Why?,

because Michael's generation supported his ideas, while that same generation told

us that no one can surpass his abilities. So as a result, we as the new and fresh ones,

can't find anyone to replace him. Everybody praises Michael and sings his praises but

none thinks about whose going to be the next legend?. I am not here to tell that there

might be someone to surpass him. But there might be someone who has his own abilities

to become a legend. I'm sure Michael would have also wanted a new legend to come

and make new music. I'm sure he would have wished that as an artiste. The moral

of this post is that there must be people waiting to create revolution in anything.

peace,

Vetha

See Ya Folks!

F**k life!

Life has been a bit like ermm..
f**ked up nowadays. I mean..my first day in
school was a screw up!. I had to attend a
smoking cessation at Queenstown Polyclinic. But, i didn't do so..
so yea, my screwed up DM actually made not attend the class on that
day.

Then, what happened was, he actually asked me to fix a bloody new
appointment with them again. And that appointment finishes at 10th july.
And guess what?, its the day my grand school event ``Aesthetics night'' is taking
place!. And he ordered/said that i can't attend class or i should say..suspended from
class till i finish this appointments. And throughout this days, i have to be sitting outside
the H.O.D room and doing my stuffs.

Today my friend Nigel came to me and talked to me during recess time, and said that
i did miss alot of stuffs regarding knowledge. And it was like, i never got to sit in my class
and do my studies for this 2 weeks. I miss those days sitting down, sleeping playing,
shouting in class. Now when i think back, i really miss the classroom envoironment,
Last time i used to whine about the class not being a study envoironment. But now,
i don't even have that you see. And i really hate sitting there at the H.O.D room witnessing
people looking at me like some asshole who has no life. But the truth is, i have a life.
I can't really tell much about this right now, cause it's a pain which is indescribable and
unexplainable. It's something which i can't cry out for, but something i can regret about.

Just for an polyclinic appointment, they made my life into a form of shit, this stupid
kunts deserve a slap on the face and an kick on their ass!. Thats all for now yea, so yea,
i shall post more later

See Ya Folks!

I can't take this shit..

Ermm...

Yesterday i woke up, having an negative mindset that. It will be the
same f**king shit as the day before. I walked over to the sofa,
switching on the television, I was shocked!, depressed!, lost!. The King Of Pop
was announced dead?. I couldn't believe this??..i don't know why, upon
hearing the news. I started tearing, it's like Micheal Jackson is a person
i really respected throughout and admired. Loosing him was like throwing away some of
my childhood memories,cause i grew watching him perform on stages. Bastards out there say that he acts
sissy, he went for plastic surgery EWWW!!! that's so like ARGGHHH!!.

Well i have one single questions for this assholes and p**sies. Since they talk
alot to this amount, can they come up to MJ(Micheal Jackson)'s standard?.
Can they have such a huge fan following as him?, can they sell their own
album which can be sold for 25 years straight from the release dates?.
Well the fact is, this motherf**king bitches can never do such things. All they
can do is to sit down and whine about how bad he is. I can't take this people,
this assholes should be shot dead in the middle of the road like killing an dog.
Thats what they deserve, for making fun and accusing a legend like MJ.

I mean, this idiots never let him stay in peace, throughout his career. Which was
from 1993 till this year, they kept accusing him and teasing him??!! a spoilt brat with
no life will do that. Cause the people in U.S.A are all spoilt brats, they will just do this
type of nonsense to accuse an famous artists. If i get a chance i will torture this people
to death, i won't kill them straight, i will make sure they experience pain mentally and emotionally
over and over again, until they cry out with tears of blood and die with starvation and depression.
But since i can't do all this because this is against a stupid thing called law. I shall tell this people
something,

``THOSE BASTARDS OUT THERE WHO HURT THE KING OF POP WITH/WITHOUT HIS KNOWLEDGE WHEN ALL HE WANTED WAS TO SEE CHILDRENS HAPPY UNDER HIS CARE, IF YOU BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A DAY CALLED JUDGEMENT DAY. THEN YOU WILL SUFFER ETERNITY OF HELL!. I AM SERIOUS! YOU THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH THIS???..WELL I DON'T THINK SO. BE READY TO SUFFER THE
WORST DAYS OF YOUR LIFE!.. I CURSE YOU, YOU NO LIFE F**KERS!!!

PLEASE ADD A TITLE

Yesterday...
something bad happened at 9 pm sharp. And i f**king don't want to
elaborate on that shit, it was something screwed up and really
made me sit down and cry. I did stand really strong to oppose
that problem, it did got solved or should i say the problem
vanished within a short period of time. But it hurt my inner
feelings alot. It's like i have a problem which can never
be solved, i used to be a positive and motivative person who says
that everything has a way to be solved and you must strongly
believe in yourself to fufill your dream of solving that problem.
But i mean, even though my theories did work for some or i should
say alot of problems. This one doesn't seem to be over, it keeps going
and going and going... like the film entitled `` The Never Ending Story''.

I am seriously blank at this moment of what to do to this people who
caused this?. Cause, i didn't disturb or tempt them to make a f**king
problem with me. They came and confront me all by themselves with
no sense of knowledge cause i didn't start the problem you see. Okay,
i will leave it for here. I am too disturbed and sick of this shit in my life.
I apologise to those readers reading this, cause you probably won't understand
a shit that i am saying right here. So yea, i am sorry for posting such a
f**ked up post right here
peace
=(

Err...sad news!

WTF??!!

My favourite band Rudra's guitartist ``Selvam'' have left the band?,
what a f**king depressing news to hear. I just simply love
this band alot!. My elder brother was the one who introduced
me to this band when i was 9 or 10 i guess. The first ever death metal
album in my life, that i listened to in the beginning was ``The Aryan Crusade''.

But in that whole album, i only listened to 5 songs which were the ``Homage to the seers'',

``Aryaputra'', ``Amen'', ``Burnt at the stakes'' and finally ``My soul is marching on''. I only

listened to this songs cause i wasn't really into metal at my younger days. But i was into

Nu-metal in those days, i only listened to ``Linkin Park'', ``Rudra'', ``Limpbizkit'', ``Creed''

and some other bands(which i can't remember at the moment). And i listened to this bands

and their songs till the end of 2002 i guess. When i was 11, Breakdance came into the trend,

then slowly i started seeing artists and groups such as the ``Black eyed peas'' , ``Eminem'', ``Dr Dre''

``Nelly'', ``PDD'' coming into the music industry. That change was too fast and hard me to adapt, i think

at the late 2004, i started involving myself into Hip Hop music. I didn't find anything wrong that time

for changing my genre just like that, i was into Hip Hop for like 2 years i guess?. But my instinct told

me to go back to Nu-metal or Death metal. Which that period of time was the confusion in my life.

I started off by listening to some ``Bullet For My Valentine'' songs such as `` Hand Of Blood'', i got

too attached to the songs that time. Then picked up another song from them and it was ``Poison'', then

this friend of mine sent me a song called `` The Book Of Heavy Metal'', that song wasn't that bad at all.

I wanted to learn more about being into Metal. But sadly that time, all the people surrounding me were

into Hip Hop. i couldn't learn more about Metal?, so yeah i went back to Hip Hop. It's when i went back

to Hip Hop, which was in 2008. I then get people who were into Metal, as friends. But i was stubborn to

myself and wanted to continue with Hip Hop. Was just that when i was with them, i always have this

temptation which neither can i kill nor throw away from my mind. It was to go back to exploring Metal.

But i kept insisting on Hip Hop, as for now, i am still into Hip Hop, but i do go for gigs. I mean, of course

Metal heads there will call people like me a poseur. But i don't really know whether they do understand

my situation. But whatever it is, i still respect Metal people and the music, cause once i wanted to be

one of them, but i didn't get the opportunity. So yea, i know today i talked alot and most of them weren't

really related to the title of my post. Anyway, thats all for now, anything else?, i shall write.

See Ya Folks!

Late posts are f**ked up!

Well, i didn't blog for like the past 2 days i guess. And this is at 11:42 pm,
so yea..nothing really happened these 2 days. I was out slacking with
friends and my cousin the whole while, supposed to go to Glenn Nigel's
area to slack with them today. But since i overnighted yesterday, i couldn't
meet up with him today(sorry dude, cause by the time i woke up..it was 4:25pm).

While on friday, i was out with my friend Shabeer. Well, it was fun slacking with
him. Cause we do interact alot and learn from each other, when only we two
are there. We don't normally tease each other like what other friends do because
we would seriously like to spend the time talking about our individual opinions
about the spiritual, music and other interesting stuffs. Of course for me, when
slack...i tend to puff alot on the cigarettes. So i would prefer having possesion
of 2 cigarette packs rather than 1.

Something which isn't our fault but a small screwed up incident did happen on
that day. Not to us but to someone, but it wasn't our fault you see, so we can't do
much about that someone's anger or frustration on us. Cause we did f**king wait
for that someone and never run away like f**king p**sies, and that someone couldn't
find us. So be it luh, but that someone got frustrated which i and my friend can't
do much about cause it's that someone's problem. So if that someone wishes
to keep it that we ditched that person, so be it, let him think that way. Cause i and
my friend know that we never did anything wrong. Thats all for today's post, so yea
i shall post more if needed

See Ya Folks!

Revelation ends the world and rules my world!!! School rules the world and ends my world!!

I just got so attached to this Revelation chapter in the bible,
i don't know why but i want to witness judgement day right now.
Just can't help it, yea leaving this thing out, school's starting in like 1 more week
time??!!!!.

That's a f**ked up shit thing!! seriously. I need to see a kunt's face
he is called or i should say, named by his parents as ``EP''. Queensway Secondary
students should know who i am refering to. That guy's got some of my stuff which
he f**king confiscated.

Cause i used it without his knowledge???, well f**k him!.
Guess what?, that kunt confiscated one of my schoolmate's mobile phone and
f**king returned it back to him cause he told him that he didn't want to actually
confiscate his mobile phone so he returned it back to him at the end of the day
in front of me.

Why?, cause he wanted to witness the anger on my facial expressions
that day.

But he didn't f**king know that i am smarter than he is, cause i didn't go
to ``MacDonald's'' and queue up to buy soyabean drink??LOL!!!!. You queenswayans
or people whom know what i am talking about, you may question me in a rebelious
manner of like, why complain here?? are you a p**sy? go in front of him and scold him
uh!!!..but eventually one day, he will find out about my blog. And he will read through
everything, so i am posting this here. ``EP''!! this post is f**king specially dedicated
for you.

Hmmm....discussion DAY!

Hmmm..Today..

Was different, i should say. Because it was better than
yesterday, i did something useful today(FINALLY!!).
I woke up and sat infront of the laptop again. But i had
something else on for today, i had to go for a group
study in a place named ``Tiong Bahru Plaza''. The
location is just opposite my usual drinking place (Tiong Bahru Park).
Its a nice park indeed, which explains why i chose that place to drink.
Of course we ain't that stupid to study in the middle of the plaza, there's a
``Mac'Donalds'' located there, after you turn to the right at the train station and walk
straight and turn 3 o'clock again and go up the escalator then you will see ``Mac'Donalds''.
We studied from 2 to like 4 or 5pm. Glenn Nigel said he was coming but he wasn't able
to make it cause he had tution. My friend ``Kelvin Tay'' treated me to a f**king meal in
``Mac'Donalds''!!!. Thanks man!!!, f**king nice of you dude!. After our study, we began to
talk about the bible and about the topic in the holy bible called ``Revelation'' the judgement
day topic. Was interesting and worth while to talk about it, but i also learned about some
topics in maths. Today was spent usefully thanks to the following: Kelvin Tay, Nazarudin, Darren.

Thanks dudes..hope tomorrow does go the same way as today!

F**king awesome cigarette box!

My cousin gave me a cigg box yesterday, and to me..it is f**king awesome.
It's shiny silver in colour and is branded ``Jack Daniel's''

And as usual, all cigarette boxes will have a section for you to keep the cigarettes.
But i filled it up with different sticks from brands ``Sampoerna''(Hot) and ``Consulate.



And the special part of this cigarette box is that, it has an attached lighter to it. Some of you
will be like (WOW!!!....(claps) THAT IS THE GREATEST THING I HAVE SEEN IN MY LIFE)
sacarstically, but let me tell you! I hate sacarsm! those who use it on me, are motherf**king
kunt..so yea thats all.
see ya folks!

F**k today!!

Today was like, i don't know. Weird, fucked up...
I woke up at f**king 11:45am today. Went to see
whats for breakfast after finishing my morning duties.

WTF!!!!!

nothing's on the menu??..nobody's at home???
felt f**ked up. At once, i went down to the coffeeshop
to buy some prata. Used the left over money my cousin
passed to me yesterday, lit up a stick and smoked.
Drank some coffee and sat infront of the laptop. Nothing better
to do actually..people do all sort of stuff with a desktop/laptop
infront of them. As for me, i do read up on the mystical, about the
almighty and the vibrations which affect our life. Had a arguementative
chat with Glenn Nigel(all the best to you bro!) and also read about the
mysteries of the history of earth. I admit, i did watch X-rated stuff today.
But i never did feel tempted or did masturbation. Cause i think thats all a waste of time,
i just view this once in a while to refill my sexual desires, cause i get bored of them
very often. Confused and sleep inducing day!